Simply Complex

I hate that I’m so average.  I dream, which is what people who do it big do but then there are just dreamers that are just average.

I hate that I’m average.  

There was a time I thought I wasn’t, HS was it?  When I was good, no great at running on a team.  Till I got to college, I was demoted to being average.  There’s nothing wrong with being average until you start thinking to yourself…”I want a little more in my life”. I’m not happy with the way my life is.  But if I’m happy and my life is a little above average then I will be set.  I need to achieve more but I don’t know where to begin which goes with the cycle of me being upset about my life being average. ::sigh::